**Ahem.** Once upon a time that was last February, I started a letter. This was not just any letter: it was a letter born out of daydreams, hopes, and a serious desire to “find my tribe.” In this letter, I wrote to the craft company of all craft companies begging asking them to please, please hire me (in summary).
Fast-forward.
Despite writing multiple versions, revisions, and re-writes, the letter did not get sent in February or March…or even April…or May (I could go on). Every time I would go to send it I’d chicken out, not wanting to risk the inevitable rejection from a company I had been idealizing for what felt like forever. Meanwhile, I got a contract offer from a major SUPERbrand and jumped at the opportunity. That opportunity was AMAZING–I worked with a whole company of insanely talented individuals, I was fortunate enough to land some fantastic projects, and I learned more than I thought possible. The letter stayed a draft.
Fast-fast-forward.
Life happened like it does. There were a lot of Mondays, weekends, and the days in-between. By this point I was looking at building a solid career path with team SUPERbrand. I liked the idea and the notion but the same dreams & hopes of combining my love of crafts with my day job popped up every time I tried to career goal set. So, I braved up. I polished the letter yet again and this time SENT IT OUT.
I figured at that point, “Hey, at least it’s out of your system!” Rejection or no, I played my hand.
Fast-fast-fast-forward.
YOU GUYS. THEY CALLED. Well, technically it was email but either way, they were amazing and generous and kind and they didn’t reject me. There were several meetings and conversations and in the end, they offered me a job and I enthusiastically and whole-heartedly accepted. I won’t be on the team I wrote the initial letter to (aka the yarn team) but that letter opened the door to connect me with the team I AM joining (aka the fabric team). I am going to get to work and serve a community of crafters. They’re going to allow me to represent their brand, use my favorite skill-sets, and combine my passions with my day job….because I pressed send. So listen to those nagging hopes/dreams/passions, even if people tease you for spending your free time knitting or you might end up with a rejection.
Be brave, press send, and make a scary change to do something you love. You’ve got this.